Trying Not To Forget

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Charlie36

Hi My Name Is Charlie

And I was wondering if anyone else knows how it feels to feel like you are forgetting your loved ones. Someday's I can't even remember her and it's only been 4.5 years. I don't remember what she looked like, what she smelled like, and what she was like... Some day's I miss her so much that when I watch videos or look at photos she doesn't even look like my mum. I feel like I've dishonored her by forgetting her. I've been told by people "it's normal to forget" and "it's the healthy thing" but for me it doesn't feel that way. She wouldn't give up on me. So why can't I even remember her.