Coping with 'lasts' before passing


Hey guys,

So today is my amazing mum who's battling stage 4 cancer's birthday, and it's brought up a lot of feelings and fear around thinking about "what if it's one of my last, or my last [milestone/day] with mum around?" So I was wondering if anyone had any advice and words of wisdom, and if you're a bereaved member of Connect, comfy with doing so, how did you cope with having your 'first [days]' without your lost loved one?

Hope you're all doing well, you all are so strong! :)