Exhaustion.

Spongebob

Mum ended up stuck in the hospital all weekend. She had chemo the week before and had a slight temp so they were worried about an infection. They pumped her full of antibiotics and kept her due to concerns about her low white blood cell count. She is back home now thankfully. But boy am I exhausted.. Back and forth between home and the hospital. Limited time to myself. Dealing with frustrating stuff at work that makes me angry. All I want to do is have time to breathe and reset but something always comes up.. home life is hard.. work life is hard.. most my close friends live out of town. Unfortunately I have to be extra cautious about where I go.. but they live on the coast so I am concerned about additional tourists and the increased risk for covid.. Its so hard when you dont know when you will catch your next break.