I lost my dad.


I lost my dad to cancer in 2012, I was 12 at the time. He was diagnosed with neuroendocrine pancreatic cancer four years prior to him passing. It was a very traumatic experience. I was very close with my dad. He was my everything. whilst dealing with his death I was going through other childhood traumas and didn’t allow myself to grieve, I have ended up with depression, anxiety and ptsd , and being tested for bipolar. It’s been really hard without him, I don’t have a good relationship with mother so I don’t really have much family. I hope that I can grieve and start to heal.