lung cancer sucks


my dad has now been told that his cancer has spread into his spinal fluid and now he is numb from the waste down, his in a wheelchair/ walker. it’s absolutely heart braking seeing him like this, I’m angry at the world. I’m sad that I probably won’t have my dad walk me down the isle. I won’t get to have a baby he won’t meet his grandkids. I hate this so much. I’m currently using all my savings to get them a new bathroom since dad can’t step over the bath to shower anymore. I’m just sad this is happening I don’t know how people cope with this :(