My mum has cancer :(

Babygurlpink

Hey my mum got diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer 3 weeks ago, it has spread to her brain where they found 40 tumours, it’s the hardest things for me as she is the most important person in my life! I’m 21 years old and she is 41, my step dad had brain cancer and got operated 5 years ago, has chemo and radiation, and the cancer hasn’t come back. I’m struggling a lot to not think that my mum is gonna die soon, she is starting radiation on her brain tomorrow, I’m so scared I don’t want to lose her, how can I cope with this feeling ??