Scared of relapse

Larajhc-ConnectLeader

Yesterday I had the fright of my life. I tested positive of a chromosome that would eventually mutate into leukaemia. Luckily I do not have cancer after having another test and I have medication I can go on to stop the chromosome. But yesterday was awful and I got the biggest scare. I had already relapsed so the idea of relapse is frequently on my mind. yesterday was the worst because it could have turned into my worst nightmare. Are any of you always scared of relapse?